Warning again!! - not too sure many people read this, considering it's hugely inactive, but most of this is for my own benefit considering 99% of people have left my building since finals are done, and I'm lonely, and telling even my crappy dA journal means getting this stuff off my mind.



Hoo, that song's been stuck in my head today.

I figured hell, maybe it's time to update this thing, considering the Cards went ahead and won the Orange Bowl after losing that whole Rutger's game, but that's old news and none of you care anyway

Wow. What the hell was wrong with this semester? It's been psycho. I got a wonderful co-op job, which is, sadly, ending this Friday for a semester of SUMMER CLASSES WEE. Ok, so it won't be that bad, but at this point a vacation seems...in order.

But seriously, this past semester has been the high-school stereotype of my life. Rollercoaster drama-tastic. It's actually been pretty hard for me, and I'm just now coming to my senses again, it feels like. (hence the title, it feels like I seriously just woke up.) Emotionally at least, i'm all good, that may change tomorrow but I feel like I'm finally on top of things again. Physically I'm still working on it...people are still asking questions, but it's not too bad anymore

I don't really believe in regret - there's nothing wrong with screwing up, i finally realize that and I would not go back to the days of perfectionism for anything. But wow, I'm glad this part of my life is over with.

I'm moving into a new place next week - hooray! with my fab roomie and im hoping for a fun summer semester. also making a trip down to gatlinburg (yeah, gatlinburg is the most pointless tourist place ever, but i think it'll still be fun). and I may be going to england at the end of summer! pretty pumped about that.

So anyway, to all of you out there who still read this, thanks and take care

~feather